..Ze King & Ze Indie..

The King will be back tomorrow and as usual, last minute thing called 'Spring Cleaning' need to be done. Orelse, I'll be in deep shit! I don't know am I looking forward for his arrival or am I just being mean? Hurmm.. How to get all that feelings back to myself? Where's the love? Care? Attention? Sigh.. I'm so mean. The Father's face & questions still lingering in my mind.

And so last night I had conversations with my long lost best friend since I was in Kindergarten. Gil as in short. Just because of his text saying 'I'm going to be the 3rd party soon' makes us having a 2 1/2 hours talk on the phone. LOL!

He's such a good friend of mine. We talk about the past, which was 21 years ago and he remembers everything so well. While I was still trying to captured the long lost moment. But yeah, I pictured it as Cute. Haha.. I don't know how honest he is towards me, but I felt bad cause I lied about my status, of being someone's wife, legally. I didn't mean to, but I have to for the time being. :( Even though I know there's no such thing as mentioned. Hmm.. Cruel me.

I hope one day I'll face him & tell him everything. Cause I know, someday soon, he needs to know. He's my shoulder for now, besides my mom. Poor mom, she shouldn't hear anything negative from me. And, I'm sorry Gil, I lied. :(